Sunday, January 31, 2016

The antibiotic seems to be working

Sunday afternoon and I am feeling a little bit better-

Less coughing, no more diarrhea or cramping. I might be able to talk tomorrow at work as my voice is a little bit stronger and less scratchy. And I got caught up with  almost all my paperwork. (Thank You Emie) Ordered a new Ezpass for new car- Made payment schedule for new car- Balanced check book. Took 2015 papers out of folders to make room for 2016 papers.  Started adding expenses of 2015 for doing taxes later this month,  Have new folders for oncology, surgeon and family leave papers from work for Cancer. You know- only I have a folder called "Traffic Violations"- It has my receipt for my last traffic infraction in Lawnside NJ and my defensive driving course completion paperwork that Madison and I both did for insurance discounts.

Interestingly enough, My doctor was going to order one kind of antibiotic for me and then decided that would not be the best type so she sent in a different one and the pharmacy gave me both anyway. For those who know me really well, I was too sick to even be excited about getting 2 kinds of antibiotics at once. I knew I felt lousy but I did realize how lousy until now as I am starting to feel better.  I carry with me a "Camp Harlam" small tote bag that belonged to Madison to carry all my medications with me at once as I never know what I will need and when. They travel with me back and forth to work and upstairs at night and back down in the morning.

And I understand Dr. Gor a little bit better.  She is really managing all my side effects while killing the cancer cells. She is doing an analysis of this and that - looking into my mouth. Getting details of my side effects, Blood results, Weight loss or gain, sleeping, fatigue etc.... Telling how to stay healthy and reduce my risk of further infection. Watch my temperature. She is working getting me well enough to keep me on track for my next treatment. Get me well before making me sick with chemotherapy. She now refers to me as "the one with the cruise".  I was so sick, I did not even push her on sending an email about getting out my port the Monday after my last chemo because I understood that everything is up in the air until I am well enough and strong enough to get sick all over again. Last time, she gave me new medication to reduce my experience with nausea and allergies. She told me not to take any OTC pain medicine for headaches etc while I have this condition too. And now I am using a different rescue medication for nausea since I have neutropenia.  All this was mentioned in a fire rapid pace which I was able to catch- I deliberately chose to stay focused on her every word.

I am getting tired and nausea so I am going to end but just wanted to mentioned that my summer swim style caps all came and they are just beautiful from a new website I found that is heads above the rest I saw.   I can wear them to dinner and on all of our excursions or at the beach.

http://www.curediva.com/   Stunning fashionable hats and cancer accessories.

I hope you all like the new blog- Selene did a great job of setting it up for me. Talk more soon.   http://wiserthroughcancer.blogspot.com/


Friday, January 29, 2016

More work created by chemo -It is more than it appears- to be on the surface-

OH MY GOODNESS- I have been sick all week with diarrhea and and a cold started bad Wednesday evening- It is  more than it appears-

Germs are now a problem and I always prided myself on being able to tolerate germs- so my diarrhea and chest cold ain't what I thought -- I need to avoid getting infection and I kind of already have one so I am taking an antibiotic-  No sores in my mouth! using Imodium now too - Been keeping my hands covered in lotion and ointments but now it is even more important that I do not allow them to crack open. 

Took a shower and washed really good- all the  blankets that I been suing have been washed also today. I hate Purel though and all that anti bacteria crap- will keep washing with hot water and mild soap 

Neutropenia (Low White Blood Cell Count)
This information explains how to avoid getting an infection while you have neutropenia (low white blood cell count), and how to recognize the signs of infection.   Neutrophils are a type of white blood cell. They help your body fight infection. When your neutrophil count is low, you’re at risk for infection. To prevent infection, you must follow the instructions below until your neutrophil count returns to normal. Watch for any signs of infection and report them to your doctor or nurse. Be sure to take your temperature orally (by mouth), as directed by your doctor or nurse. Call your doctor or nurse if it is 100.4° F (38° C) or higher.


General Hygiene 

  • Shower or bathe daily. Wash carefully under your arms, in your anal and genital areas, and in skin folds.
  • Wash your hands using soap that can kill germs. Look for the words “antibacterial” or “antimicrobial.” Dial® is one example, but there are many others. Wet your hands with warm water and then rub your hands with soap for at least 15 to 20 seconds. Rinse your hands well under warm running water. Dry your hands with a paper towel.
  • Perform mouth care after each meal. Use an ultra-soft toothbrush and brush and rinse as directed by your doctor or nurse.
  • Use an alcohol-based hand sanitizer (such as Purell®) after shaking hands and after contact with young children.                                                                         
    Ways to Prevent Infection
  • Avoid having visitors to your home who have a cold or recently had an infection.
  • Wear a mask if you have to go out in public places, use public transportation, or are in crowded areas.
  • This will help protect you from catching a cold or other respiratory infection.
  • Do not have any dental work or procedure done that is not urgent. Speak with your doctor or nurse first.
  • Ask your doctor or nurse if you can:
    • Use tampons
    • Use suppositories
    • Have enemas
  • Do not eat raw meats, raw fish, or raw eggs. Ask your nurse or dietitian for the resource Low Microbial Diet, if you have not already received it.
  • Do not share eating or drinking utensils.
  • Do not get a manicure, pedicure, wax, or tattoo without the approval of your doctor or nurse.
  • Do not shave your scalp. Try to avoid shaving any other part of your body. If you must shave, use an electric razor.
  • Do not touch any animal waste products (i.e., litter boxes, fish tanks, pet cages).
  • Do not garden or handle soil. Avoid flowers, live plants-                                                  Call Your Doctor or Nurse if You Have Any of the Following Signs of Infection:
  • A temperature of 100.4° F (38° C) or higher
  • Shaking chills
  • Nausea and vomiting that is not getting any better
  • Flushed face
  • Sweats
  • Cough
  • Diarrhea
  • Mouth sores
  • Headache
  • New onset of pain
  • Irritability
  • Pain or burning during urination
  • Feeling tired, especially if you also have flu-like symptoms

TGIF

I am so Happy it is Friday - you have no idea- I will talk to Liz today at work about making my schedule lighter after my next chemo-  I do not like being do drained -

Today is going to be a great day though. David Libon is coming in to meet with the MAP team and  Dr. Chopra  and Dr. Forsberg- I am so excited for this new professional adventure.  I learned so much from him before and we work great together. I will also enjoy the interplay between him and Dr. White. A  BIG thank you goes to Dr. DiGregorio, Dr. White is no longer "green".  She was realy able to mentor him.  There aint nothing like having mutual respect for your professional colleagues  on the same team. We are dedicated to making a difference- Thank goodness I do not need to worry about "my numbers" . When you are under paid- your numbers just do not matter. Ha ha.

Still have congestion and upset stomach. But Ruben is coming to clean today which also makes me happy. Emie will help me with paperwork too and clean out refrigerator. and then I will do nothing all weekend. Wow - that sounds so good- Well- when I say nothing I mean- I will sit with my  kitties and watch birds fed- and visit with my family.  OMG- Selene is coming too- and she got the blog ready for me. That is making me so happy!  

More people have learned that I am getting chemotherapy as my clients and  co-workers. Many have felt bad for me and expressed concern-- Trust me- as bad as I have been feeling and I do not like this chemo crap, I know that  LIFE IS GOOD-  I am loved and I can give love and I have my soul and my brain is working and my bills can be paid and I have a warm home and enough money to provide for me and my family. I am deeply blessed. I will not die from cancer any time soon. And when I do die- it will be okay. I have had a wonderful life and learned so much. and always tried to asssit others in any way that I can. I think God is happy with me.


shower time !

Thursday, January 28, 2016

today

I figured out why I feel so lousy beside having an upset stomach is that I also have a bad head and chest cold. I will see the doctor tomorrow and see if I can take some Bactrim
to clean out  my sinus- I have a terrible headache this morning and am coughing too. At 1:45 tomorrow I go in for another toxicity check since my cocktail has changed.

So today will be somewhat of a challenge as I get ready for work. Maybe I will feel better after a hot shower. And loosen up my congestion.  

Tuesday, January 26, 2016

Why I could not let maureen shave my head- I am a Jew

I could not initially fiqure out my resistance to letting her shave my head and get rid of all the hair completely. Did I think I was better than all the other cancer patients who do this? Was I being vain? I could not understand it at first but little by little it came to me about the rituals performed as women arrived at concentration camps. I could not let my head be shaved. I am not dying. I am not a prisoner. I am a free American Jewish woman who is being treated for breast cancer.

Upon arrival, Jews were forced to shave their heads clean of hair, this was later used for mattresses, boots, socks, and other clothing. To facilitate easy recognition of any escapees from the camps. They also cut off their hair to humiliate them.

"Mr Blatt only survived Sobibor because he was selected as a so-called "work-Jew". Instead of being murdered upon arrival, he was chosen to shave the heads of women in a barrack room before they were dispatched to the gas chambers next door. The women's hair would ultimately be sent to Germany and turned into blankets for U-Boat crews."

Monday, January 25, 2016

It is Monday January 25, 2016 after our first Blizzard of the Season

This treatment was not too bad- No pain and very little nauseousness. Must be somewhat related to new  drug doctor gave me to take the following 3 days after treatment. Which is mentioned below.  Nancy's energy psychic healing could also still be working.

After getting house in order and eating well and sleeping and  doing body care. Weekend was uneventful. Watched movies and looked up stuff for cruise on ipad.  Lots of help with shoveling thanks to Madison, Brian and Janet.  I got to feed all the birds and sit by the window with my kitties watching them feast. Now getting ready to go to work. Took a little nap before my shower. 

Looking forward to next weekend as many of the extended family that could not come this weekend should be coming for a visit next weekend. Did make sure all my credit cards are paid. Most everything else is automatic debt. Still need to go through all the paper accumulated on my desk though. Maybe tonight. Also need to fix a few broken things in the house. 

so all is well with me. hope all of you made out well also.

Talk more soon. 

Lots of love,

Nancy


Dexamethasone

What this drug is used for:
  • As an anti-inflammatory medication.  Dexamethasone relieves inflammation in various parts of the body.  It is used specifically to decrease swelling (edema), associated with tumors of the spine and brain, and to treat eye inflammation.
  • To treat or prevent allergic reactions.
  • As treatment of certain kinds of autoimmune diseases, skin conditions, asthma and other lung conditions.
  • As treatment for a variety of cancers, such as leukemia, lymphoma, and multiple myeloma.  
  • To treat nausea and vomiting associated with some chemotherapy drugs.
  • Used to stimulate appetite in cancer patients with severe appetite problems. 
  • Also used to replace steroids in conditions of adrenal insufficiency (low production of needed steroids produced by the adrenal glands).
Note:  If a drug has been approved for one use, physicians sometimes elect to use this same drug for other problems if they believe it might be helpful.
How this drug is given:

  • This medication may be given to you in many forms. In a pill form, it is available in a variety of tablet sizes.  If you are on a daily dose of dexamethasone (usually less than 10 mg), and you miss a dose, take the dose as soon as you remember. If you are on high doses of dexamethasone (20 mg or 40 mg per day for 4 days out of the month), and you miss your dose, contact your healthcare provider. You may be instructed to repeat the missed dose, and continue the medication.
  • Take pills with food or after meals
  • This medication may also be given by infusion into a vein (intravenously or IV)
  • Dexamethasone eye drops are given to treat or prevent many eye conditions. The eye drops are most commonly given to patients with leukemia or lymphoma, to prevent inflammation of the eyes (conjunctivitis), if you are receiving high dose chemotherapy (usually Cytarabine [Ara-C]). The eye drops are given every six hours, in both eyes, and for at least 48 hours after the chemotherapy has completed.  Do not stop taking these eye drops unless directed by your healthcare provider. 
  • You may be given dexamethasone as a lotion (topical) to treat skin disorders. 
  • The amount of dexamethasone you will receive depends on many factors, including your general health or other health problems, and the reason you are receiving this drug.  Your doctor will determine your dosage and schedule.

Saturday, January 23, 2016

Body care and life is a BIG job with lots of work

Well Guys and Gals- It has been snowing- 11 years ago we had a blizzard too and Madison had her Bat mitzvah. It was another unpleasant experience. But today she cleared the driveway and sidewalk nearest to the house and cleared off all the cars. Not an easy chore for her. Hard physical labor while cold it not her cup of tea. So now she is napping. I put a down comforter on her bed today and she is all cozy. Janet did the back path to her house for me. 

I just took a warm bath and covered my "toy " with a plastic bag so it would not get wet--- It should torture me in about an hour or so.  My house is finally in order (bills are next)

I am ready to rest after I finish my body care. Your know our human bodies require a lot of work to be properly maintained and cared for- Brush teeth, rinse mouth Floss teeth, shape and pluck eyebrows, moisture face in the morning, moisturize face in the evening, keep hands and feet properly moisture too. Cut toenails, cut and shape fingernails, Lotion on body. Take vitamins, keep up with routine blood work. Get enough sun to process Vitamin D but not too much to get skin cancer. Once a year in stirrups, once a year Mammography, every 5 years colonoscopy. Yearly dental X-rays, teeth cleaned. Drink water, get enough sleep and rest. Exercise daily if possible and at least 3 times a week. Strengthen your core. Do cardio. Keep muscles mass good. Lower body fat ratio. Avoid sugar, Avoid bad fats. Eat good fats. No preservatives or GMOs. Stick with natural like God and Mother nature made- Nutrient dense. Fruits and Vegetables. Nothing white. Get enough berries, use high quality extra virgin olive oil. Wash hair but not too often. Uses conditioner. Do not pull just fluff. Cleanse face. Tone face. Use sunscreen that won't clog pores. OMG- I think I want to retire just so I can keep up with my bodily functions- did I mention to make sure I am eliminating daily. Juicing is good, Fiber is good- don't drink juice though from the store full of sugar. Cows milk is out. Almond milk is in- Get unsweetened. Drink green tea.   

And go to work; meet your friends for dinner. Keep a clean and organized home, Cook daily and especially on weekends- Food shop at more than one store. Empty the trash. Make sure house smells good. Feed the cats- empty cat litter. Play with cats so they know they are loved. Send out birthday cards. Call friends and chat to keep up with them. Tell family you love them. Plan and go on vacation. Do weekend getaways. Make time to visit with friends and family even when not a holiday. Be involved with book clubs or volunteer and be part of professional and social groups. Attend services for religious purposes. Sit and spend time with adult children and listen. Validate them and listen so more. Do not offer suggestions unless asked. Stay informed with politics especially with national and local elections.  Know your geography. Learn to use the Internet and all that it entails. Clean out your inbox almost daily before you get overwhelmed. Do that at home and at work. Return all phone calls. Make sure you get some "me" time alone. Have a good cry. 


Moments of reflection, the evening of chemo #2 and night and sweet dreams

Busy evening. I have preparing for the storm. No not the snow silly. The pain, being uncomfortable and a little suffering. This time is expected to possibly be a little worse. More type of side effects with greater intensively. I would have liked to have read "For Dummies: How to Prepare to have Chemotherapy Treatment for Breast Cancer ". 
So tonight I have been preparing to not be available to function for a few days and nights. I had to go through my food cabinets and make room for real food in my kitchen. I reorganized my pantry which meant I needed to make room elsewhere near the kitchen for stuff.  It is important to get extremely organized before getting sick. The world outside of me needs to be easy accessible to me. Almost planning to be temporarily disabled. Or maybe it is the same you do before you go on a long vacation. Getting your home organized, make your return as pleasant as possible. Take of bills in advance. Change all the linens. Figure out how to handle,trash, mail etc. I did not plan well to experience temporary disability. Wow. What a great concept. "This too shall pass".
It would have been lovely if once upon a time I knew that my despair and panic would fall into the category of "this too shall pass". It would have been wonderful if I could have know "this too shall pass" when the only route out of my suffering was to go away. Exit. Escape. Leave. I must find a way. I cannot take more of this. How the hell can I do this. I was alone in my head with all my emotions. Very dangerous place for anyone to be. 
My experience with cancer has been greatly influenced by my experience with my clinical depression. Sad that this great outlook that I am sharing, was built on the heart and soul of my depression. What a horrible way to develop such a positive attitude. In that light, my experience with Phil and his addiction helped prepare me too. Everything I learned in 12 step programs changed my life for the better for my entire life. Totally changed the trajectory of my life. God loved me so much he sent a wonderful man who was also an addict who wanted to be with me very badly for some unknown never disclosed reason. ( I was.... well, let's say,  when Phil meet me, I was - very attractive and very needy and FUN, of course).  A "Wicked" combination. 
If I did not know better. I would say that maybe everything in life happens for a reason even when we have no clue of what that could possibly be. We take what we are given and do our best and then let go. I  believe my friends and family aka, guys and gals, that is simply what faith is. Faith is the willingness to embrace acceptance that not one single human being is running the whole big show, it is, in fact, beyond any one of us, there is no safety and we are free to chose to surrender to a higher power without proof and complete understanding of those mysteries. YEP--- sounds like faith to me.

You are deeply loved by your creator and me.

Always, with an open heart,

Nancy

Friday, January 22, 2016

It's here

Two things I have been waiting for- my new chemotherapy concoction and the first snowfall. At 10:15 am today I will see my delightful Dr. Gor and show her the little sores on my head. I am taking my ipad and some books.  They will try out my port for the first time too. 

I am prepared for both snow and chemo. For the snow- I filled up  both of my cars with gas. I have food in the house. I ran the dishwasher and will do the same with doing all my laundry this morning.I am preparing to be sick. When I get home- I will make a big pot of tea so I will have ice tea for the week.  I have plenty of bird food and cat food. I even bought a new shovel. Beth picked up some rock salt for me too.

I will miss shoveling the snow. I love going out in the dark night when all is quiet and slowing shoveling my driveway. The good news is that we have more cars this year. So with my new car (2008 Camry)  in the driveway and the one Madison (2002 Highlander) drives too, there will be less driveway to shovel but I also always shovel a path over to Janet's. I have never seen Madison shovel. But this weekend will be different. She will do it this snowfall.  My neighbor actually has a snowblower but he does not like me so he has never done either of my sidewalks. I wonder if he knew I was getting chemotherapy for Cancer if he would help me this year.? I am confident that all my family would say-"Not a chance".

Today I am aware of what I will likely experience. I know I will have pain and suffering. I will be nausea and have loose stools. Also, I want to give some credit to a former chemo patients who received Neulasta.  She was correct when she reminded me that she warned me about the shot. She said It will feel like I got run over by a Mack truck. and I said she did not use the word PAIN. She thought she was being very clear. I learned I am very literal. I do not know what that meant. I needed specific. "Your bones will hurt and you wont be able to get comfortable." So technically I was warned. I was too dense to get it. Or too naive or maybe both. I did call the company and they did say that since the shot is now pre-package- that could not give me less. I would have to go back on Monday to get a shot to get less. This place no longer does that. My doctor tried to convince that my pain was likely from the chemo and not the shot. (The doctor was right!- I had no pain from the shot the 2nd time- it was part of my allergic reaction tot the "T" (vodka in my first formula) So this will be the true test as my cocktail has changed for  TC to AC. Is the pain from the shot or was it from the "T".?

So I have prepared for the pain this time by planning on working with Nancy Patterson tomorrow evening- God willing I will be able to get to her house for a session with her for taking away the pain.  I can always do it over the phone if the weather is too bad for Madison to drive me there. 

I have not be able to focus on my paper work again- sorting thru the bills is my least favorite grown up thing to do and when I am stressed, I let it go and just hope most of it is on automatic. Today when I get home, I will try to do it before I feel sick and tired. That part reminds of when I stopped doing it when I got sick from depression. This is different though because I can do it I just do not want to. It is a PIA.   "Pain In the Ass"

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

People are telling me I have a good shape head

I realized that some of you get nervous if I have not written in awhile- But I am really ok- just not too much to report- I have been working on writing a blog article  for my friend and colleague Rachel Prunchno. She and I are both connected by experiences with mental illness which I hate that term- we have nothing is out bodies called "mental"- It is a brain disorder. And getting the right kind of help for a loved with a brain disorder is not an easy task and learning not to be ashamed of having a relative with a illness in their brain is also very challenging. Rachel wrote a wonderful book called "Surrounded by Madness"  http://surroundedbymadness.net/

The kicker in the pants is that all the acceptable brain disorders are given to the neurologists (Parkinson, Multiple Sclerosis, Epilepsy, Dementia)  and all the unacceptable ones are given to psychiatrists ( Depression, Anxiety,  Schizophrenia, Delirium, Impulse disorders ) and a whole different kind of insurance system to care for them.  It is plain wrong.

People are telling me I have a good shape head- Almost 90% bald- Crew cut did the trick to tolerate the experience- My next treatment is Friday- Talk more after that.

Hugs and kisses.

Nancy M. Alterman

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

interesting article about new targeted cancer therapies in yesterday newspaper

STAFF WRITER

POSTED: Sunday, January 17, 2016, 8:51 AM


When President Obama announced his "precision medicine" initiative a year ago, the White House spotlighted Emily Whitehead as an example of patients who have already benefited from an approach most people have never heard of. The central Pennsylvania girl, now 10, was near death in 2012 when researchers at Children's Hospital of Philadelphia engineered her own immune system's T cells to recognize and attack her leukemia cells.

Though Emily's therapy was custom made, it didn't take into account individual differences in her genetic makeup, lifestyle, or environment - which is how the president's initiative and the National Institutes of Health define precision medicine.

Little wonder, then, that there is confusion over just what this phrase means.
"The definition of precision medicine is in the eye of the beholder," acknowledged Children's Hospital oncologist Stephan Grupp, who treated Emily.  "For me, precision medicine is about trying to go after a tumor a lot more specifically. Chemotherapy is as imprecise as it gets - somewhere between a bomb and a shotgun."

Grupp will be a speaker at Cancer Precision Medicine, Big Ideas in Research, Treatment and Prevention, a half-day public conference Thursday presented by The Inquirer and the American Association for Cancer Research. Directors of six Pennsylvania cancer centers will offer their perspectives on the promise of precision cancer medicine and answer / questions from the audience.

Despite its name, precision medicine covers a lot of imprecise ground. In that regard, it is much like an earlier incarnation, so-called personalized medicine - a field that even has a five-year-old scholarly journal. Considerable vagueness and hype surround these concepts and terminology. Still, precision medicine is emblematic of a revolution underway in health care, particularly oncology. The transformation reflects the convergence of three things: molecular technologies that can decipher and manipulate basic cellular interactions; the advent of rapid, lower-cost DNA sequencing methods; and computer platforms that can crunch vast amounts of data.  "Precision medicine addresses the unique characteristics of patients at the level of their genes and metabolism in a way that hasn't been done historically in medicine," said Lankenau Institute president and CEO George C. Prendergast, who will be a panelist at the conference.

Of course, some types of genetic assessment are already standard in modern health care. Think of prenatal testing for Down syndrome, and newborn testing for inherited disorders such as cystic fibrosis and sickle cell disease. But only in oncology have both diagnosis and treatment become increasingly personalized and precise.

Why cancer instead of, say, diabetes or heart disease?   "A lot of conceptual and molecular advances were pioneered in cancer," Prendergast said. "The genetic revolution has had the most influence in cancer."

More than other diseases, cancer is the result of cumulative, continual genetic defects that turn the body's own cells into rogues and then keep the immune system from killing them.   Conventional oncology weapons that cut out or kill cancer cells - surgery, chemotherapy, and radiation - are effective, but they involve collateral damage to healthy tissue. And when cancer metastasizes, such blunt weapons can't stop it.

The mid-1970s brought several breakthroughs in the search for ways to marshal the immune system against cancer. Scientists discovered interleukin 2, which has direct effects on disease-fighting T cells. They also developed monoclonal antibodies, genetically engineered proteins that target an identifying marker, or antigen, on tumor cells, then deliver a deadly blow. Today, "targeted" therapies such as Avastin and Gleevec - drugs that disrupt specific molecules involved in the growth and spread of cancer - have become the backbone of oncology. More than 50 such drugs have been approved, with sales rising from 11 percent of the global oncology market in 2003 to 48 percent in 2014, according to the market research firm IMS Health. And although targeted drugs are not yet available for most patients, these medicines accounted for the majority of the 45 new cancer drugs launched between 2010 and 2014, IMS found.
Increasingly, such therapies are approved for use with molecular diagnostic tests to identify patients who have the relevant target. Although that adds to the complexity and cost of treatment,  it also offers reprieves to patients like Albert Snite, 67, of Philadelphia.

Last January, when the retired Common Pleas Court judge was diagnosed with lung cancer that had spread to his brain, his genetic tests at the University of Pennsylvania found no targetable mutation. He was treated with radiation and chemotherapy.  But over the summer, researchers announced the discovery of a new target - a mutation involved in malignant-  cell migration and invasion - for crizotinib, a metastatic lung cancer drug  approved in 2013. Shortly afterward, as Snite's lung tumor progressed, his doctors reviewed his test results and realized he had the newly identified mutation.  "I started crizotinib in September. I had one scan after six weeks. My lungs looked significantly better. And I feel good! It is truly amazing," Snite said, adding that another scan this  month was unchanged.

Even targeted therapies are not magic bullets. Patients who respond - and not all do - often see their cancers develop resistance. The good news, however, is that efforts to harness the immune system in novel ways are yielding successes. Witness patients like Emily Whitehead, who remains cancer-free.  Three main "immunotherapy" approaches have worked to varying degrees - and with varying toxic side effects:  Bioengineered T cells: T cells, the soldiers of the immune system, are removed from the patient's own blood, genetically rigged to recognize and attack a cancer cell antigen, the  grown into the billions and put back in the patient. Penn, CHOP, the National Cancer Institute, and other centers have achieved high rates of long-lasting remissions of certain blood cancers, but this approach has yet to work for solid-tumor cancers. Penn's therapy often has severe but manageable toxicity. Because of the complexity and cost of this approach, it won't be widely used, some experts believe.

Therapeutic vaccines: Unlike preventive vaccines, which preset the immune system to recognize and kill infectious invaders, treatment vaccines are designed to provoke a
heightened immune response to cancer cell antigens. In 2010, Provenge for prostate cancer became the only approved therapeutic vaccine, but it was costly to customize and barely effective; maker Dendreon filed for bankruptcy last year. Still, this technique is improving. For example, two Penn scientists - Yvonne Paterson and David B. Weiner - each developed  novel vaccine technology that separate biotech firms have licensed and are using in clinical trials for cervical and other cancers.

Overcome immune tolerance: Instead of directly revving up the immune response, this approach interferes with one of cancer's main defenses - its ability to evade and suppress the immune system. Since 2011, three "checkpoint inhibitors" have been approved for advanced melanoma and lung and kidney cancers. These drugs and even newer versions are being tested in cancers of the pancreas, colon, brain, and other organs. Prendergast, at Lankenau, has been a leader in research of an enzyme pathway called IDO (for indoleamine 2,3-dioxygenase) that cancer uses not only to escape immune detection, but to attract a blood supply and metastasize."The field has stressed how to activate the immune system," Prendergast said. "In the last 10 years, we realized the tumor is standing on the brakes of the immune system. We have to  take off the brakes. That was one of the shocks of my career."    Some people have immune systems that are inherently superior at unmasking and managing dangerous cells. That's why most smokers don't get lung cancer and many old men have   prostate cancer that will never harm them.  "The problem is not that there are rogue cells in the body, but that the body is mismanaging them," Prendergast said.

Figuring out why is part of precision medicine.    "You can match a blood transfusion to a blood type - that was an important discovery," Obama said a year ago. "What if matching a cancer cure to our genetic code was just as easy, just as standard?


Saturday, January 16, 2016

It is all good

One of the things I learned  from my clinical depression, is judgment and shame is extremely detrimental to people. I will not participate in that behavior now.

Last evening, I had the pleasure of seeing my hairdresser Maureen. She and I agreed that I was not quite ready for "BALD" so we went with a buzz crew cut- like the Military. In talking with Maureen, I learned that each and every woman dealing with breast cancer will have her own likes and dislikes- things that feel and sound icky to her. Some people  hate the  word "journey" some people do not like the word "survivor" and still others do not like the word "fight" while many do feel angry and fight is exactly what they feel they are doing. BEAT Cancer is their motto.

There really is no right or wrong- It is all good.

It is important that we do not judge one another for how we cope or react to the "experience". I wanted this to be an inconvenience and it is turning out to be a BIG f--king inconvenience beyond what I initially had in mind. Then again, I was not given a choice how big or little the experience was going to be. But I do get to choose every day, every moment, how I want to cope with it. I am making a commitment to myself and to all of you. Not to judge myself or you for how you react to my attitudes, my thoughts, my place in this process. 

IT IS ALL GOOD- THERE IS NO RIGHT OR WRONG

will no longer take offense or get upset if you have a very different opinion or point or view nor react if you would like to change my thoughts or feelings- I have learned that you are equally entitled to your very own process as we move forward.  I accept you for where you are and I offer myself the same permission.  


 With an open heart and gratitude 



Nancy M. Alterman

Wednesday, January 13, 2016

save my brain as well as my life

Today is the first day that  I am sad about going through chemo-therapy- 
Why you may ask? Well, seeing my hair fall out was sad enough for one day---but then I learned more about “chemo” brain.    I happen to really enjoy thinking and being clear minded. It was one of the things I disliked so much about being “clinical depressed”  not being able to think clearly anymore.   I am barely 60 and my breast cancer treatment, I learned, is going to put me at risk for cognitive decline.  
What is increasing my chances for survival is  Dose Dense treatment. Which is 6 % more effective for long term survival than not doing it. And I am doing it because I am allergic to a medicine in the first cocktail (GIN) and I will get done sooner to get well and go on my cruise. Initially I only wanted to do one dose of Dose Dense to get me done sooner but when I was allergic to the first concoction, Dr. Gor changed my cocktail,which is less effective than the first type of chemo-- we agreed to do the reminder of treatments every 2 weeks.  
So I have suffered a major depression, so my brain is already at risk. My father had dementia (PSP) at an early age in his 60’s. and I am obese which puts my brain at risk for inflammation. And now I am having chemotherapy which can cause cell death in the brain. And the chemo is going to hit an already vulnerable brain.
So the bottom line is I need to continue to loose weight and get active to save my life and my brain. I will also likely consider discussing doing a low dose of  Donepezil when my chemo therapy treatment is complete.
Can't wait until my primary doctor gets a load of me for that request!

Lots of love,
Nancy


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·         Progressive supranuclear palsy (PSP) is a neurodegenerative brain disease that has no known cause, treatment or cure. It affects nerve cells that control walking, balance, mobility, vision, speech, and swallowing. Five to six people per 100,000 will develop PSP.
Symptoms begin, on average, when an individual is in the early 60's, but may start as early as in the 40's. PSP is slightly more common in men than women, but PSP has no known geographical, occupational or racial preference.
PSP displays a wide range of symptoms including:
  • Loss of balance.
  • Changes in personality such as a loss of interest in ordinary, pleasurable activities or increased irritability.
  • Weakness of eye movements, especially in the downward direction.
  • Weakened movements of the mouth, tongue and throat.
  • Slurred speech.
  • Difficulty swallowing.
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** This often-unexpected side effect of cancer treatment leaves many patients experiencing debilitating cognitive effects after chemotherapy. Luckily, research and awareness are catching up.
By Beverly Burmeier
Ten years ago Sharon Palmatory’s trouble remembering names and numbers after chemotherapy treatment for breast cancer might have been brushed aside as an insignificant occurrence, considering survival was the primary concern. But today, thanks to early diagnosis and effective treatment, more women survive breast cancer than ever before, and quality-of-life issues like this are increasingly important.
“It’s a definite medical condition,” says Dr. Christina Meyers, PhD, ABPP, professor of neuropsychology in the Department of Neuro-Oncology at M. D. Anderson Cancer Center in Houston, describing what has come to be known as “chemo brain,” a lesser-known side effect of chemotherapy, which can be just as serious as nausea, fatigue, and hair loss. Thankfully, the condition—marked by a reduction in verbal or visual memory, problems with attention and concentration, a reduction in the speed of processing information, and visual or spatial abnormalities—is the subject of several recent studies, as researchers seek clues to the cause and the cure of this foggy mental condition.1
“Those involved in long-term follow-up care for survivors are well aware of their patients’ complaints that they cannot mentally function as well after treatment as before,” says Dr. Mark Noble, professor of genetics at the University of Rochester School of Medicine and Dentistry in Rochester, New York. Too many people are affected to ignore the syndrome—and not just breast cancer patients or women. Men experience the foggy mental state associated with chemotherapy, too. As a result, oncologists and nurses now make a better effort to provide patients with information about the possibility of cognitive impairment occurring either during or after active treatment.
Still, many patients are surprised by the debilitating impact of the condition. “I honestly didn’t know this would happen,” says Sharon, 39, of Morgantown, West Virginia. “I was more concerned with fatigue and taking care of my family.” But after her second chemotherapy treatment, she went into a general fog for a week. “I couldn’t multitask,” she says of the way the devastating side effect affected her demanding career as a multimedia designer for government projects. “Losing my train of thought was scary. And I couldn’t manage the household, remember names and numbers, or balance my checkbook.”
Following her fourth treatment, Sharon hit her lowest point, after which improvement started slowly. “I still have a one-track mind, although treatment ended several months ago,” she says. “I always have a pad of paper to write things down.” She laughs that at her age she can’t attribute these lapses to senior moments. “I rely on my husband to remind me of appointments. The exit door to my garage is plastered with notes.”
Recognizing the Condition
Doctors used to think that impaired cognitive ability was related to other side effects of chemotherapy. Anemia, fatigue, depression, and hormonal shifts can all cause memory lapses and concentration difficulties. But treating these conditions didn’t solve the problem for many patients. And assessing the severity was difficult because there was no baseline data of mental function before chemotherapy.2
“We now know that chemo brain is a manifestation of central nervous system toxicity that occurs in many cancer patients on active therapy and may persist for 45 percent of patients after treatment is discontinued,” says Dr. Meyers. Researchers also believe that some people have genes that make cancer more responsive to treatment. This puts normal tissue at risk for changes and makes them more susceptible to mental effects from chemotherapy.
“We know a fair deal about the damage done to the brain by radiation but virtually nothing about the effects of chemotherapy,” says Dr. Noble. “Imaging studies have shown clearly that high doses of chemotherapy result in changes.” What isn’t known yet is which chemotherapy drugs cause problems and how.
What Are the Newest Findings?
Fortunately for breast cancer patients (the type of cancer most frequently studied for cognitive impairment), chemo brain is currently a hot topic in the lab. Researchers are discovering more about how the brain and the nervous system are affected by toxic drugs used in chemotherapy. Still, not everyone is affected, and scientists haven’t ferreted out enough clues to determine who is at risk.
With aggressive treatment the cure rate for Stage I cancers has grown as high as 90 percent, yet not every woman with breast cancer needs chemotherapy, although most get it, says S. David Nathanson, MD, surgical oncologist at Henry Ford Health System in Detroit. That’s significant because up to 25 percent of women who do receive it will be affected by chemo brain—a statistic that complicates the decision about who should get chemo.
Despite advances in brain research during the past decade, the exact mechanisms for cognitive impairment aren’t clearly understood, although it’s recognized that standard chemotherapeutic agents can kill normal brain cells. Dr. Noble’s research is attempting to understand how stem cells function, with the hope of using them to prevent abnormal reactions or to successfully repair damaged tissue.
“If we can’t prevent the damage, can we repair it by stem cell or precursor cell transplantation?” he asks. “It may be possible to use brain cell transplantation to restore normal function, much as bone marrow transplantation is used to restore normal function of the hematopoietic system (organs and tissues involved in the production of blood) following cancer treatment,” he says.
Dr. Noble explains further: “In many ways, a cancer cell can be thought of as the evil sibling of a stem cell. Understanding the features that distinguish cancer cells from normal cells may enable cancer-specific treatments to be developed without negatively affecting quality of life for long-term survivors.” It may also help researchers develop a means of selectively protecting normal cells from damage caused by radiation and chemotherapy.
“The only way to prevent or treat cognitive impairment associated with cancer therapy is to understand why it occurs,” Dr. Noble adds. “One of our concerns is to be able to better understand the reason for different outcomes. Understanding why some people are resistant to these effects will enable us to protect those who are more vulnerable, perhaps by modifying treatment accordingly.”
Two major studies are being conducted at the University of Sydney Cancer Centre in Australia by oncologist Janette Vardy, MD. By studying brain scans and blood tests from breast cancer patients (other research is with colorectal cancer), her team has found that those who never received chemotherapy, although they had breast cancer, had functional MRI scans more like those of healthy control persons—and different from those of patients who had received chemotherapy. “What we don’t know is how those scanned differences will relate to how a person copes in normal life,” Dr. Vardy says.
In tests on the central nervous systems of experimental animals, Dr. Noble’s team has found that during chemotherapy there is a long-lasting reduction in cell division in the hippocampus of the brain, an action believed necessary for normal memory function. “Our work shows that there is damage to the insulation (myelin) that surrounds axons, with eventual loss of the cells that produce the myelin. A lack of myelin could also cause cognitive problems.”
Breakthroughs may also result from research by Jame Abraham, MD, director of the Comprehensive Breast Cancer Program at West Virginia University’s Mary Babb Randolph Cancer Center. His team is one of the first to investigate which specific changes in the brain lead to memory loss. Early research shows differences in the white matter in the front part of the brain in women who had received chemotherapy—differences that correlate with their slower speed in processing information. “Our preliminary findings suggest that chemotherapy may change the brain, and those changes affect the patient’s cognitive skill,” Dr. Abraham says. West Virginia University researchers also concluded that these changes do not appear to be caused by depression or anxiety.3 For those affected, Dr. Abraham’s research regarding direct damage to the brain from chemotherapy brings validation to their claims.
What’s a Patient to Do?
Sharon Palmatory, a patient of Dr. Abraham’s, has suffered typical side effects from her treatment. She explains: “I feel like I’m always two paces behind—always struggling to keep up. When I lose my train of thought, it’s hard to get it back.” The problem was severe enough for her to request a transfer to slower-paced work with less aggressive deadlines. (Dr. Meyers says 14 percent of affected people have to discontinue work altogether.) “I couldn’t predict my reaction to treatment on any given day,” says Sharon. Disorganization and distractibility, when it occurred, affected her ability to perform at her previous level.
Although ongoing research is bringing physicians closer to developing targeted treatments for preventing or treating chemo brain, patients like Sharon are left to cope with various levels of cognitive impairment. Many will recover normal or near-normal levels a year or two after chemotherapy, but quality of life in the interim requires implementing strategies for dealing with the mental haze. “Maintaining function is important,” says Dr. Meyers. Sharon agrees, saying brain function is a “use it or lose it” issue.
In an instructional video provided to patients, Dr. Meyers outlines several types of cognitive impairment that fall under the “chemo brain” label:
  • Reduced memory capability, both verbal and visual (“What’s your name again?”)
  • Lack of focused attention or ability to process information (must read a paragraph several times to get the meaning)
  • Learning new things takes longer (even though you’re still as smart as before)
  • Multitasking is overwhelming (can’t talk on the phone and cook dinner at the same time)
  • Easily distracted (“Why did I come in this room?”)
  • Missing key points in discussion (“Please repeat what you just said”)
  • Inability to find right word in conversations (You can’t just say “duh”)
  • More effort required for usual tasks (daily activities leave you very fatigued)
Learning Adaptive Behaviors
“Although it can be aggravating, having chemo brain is better than the alternative,” reminds Dr. Meyers. After ruling out other possible causes of memory problems, such as stress, depression, or medications, you can help yourself cope by incorporating these suggestions into your daily routine 4:
  • Try relaxation training to help focus your attention.
  • Write in a journal or diary to see what influences your memory problems.
  • Set a routine or schedule that you follow consistently every day.
  • Ride it out—settle in for the day and watch television or funny movies.
  • Exercise; aerobic exercise helps your mood and increases alertness.
  • Alter your work environment or expectations: simplify.
  • Learn what your cognitive strengths are and capitalize on those. (What time of day is best for tackling tasks?)
  • Compensate for weaknesses by using external memory aids (daily planner, notes, maps, and reminder phone calls).
  • Discuss frustrations about slower moments with friends and family.
Regarding software products that are marketed as memory-building tools, Dr. Meyers says that repetitive mental exercises just don’t work. “You might get better at the specific game, but the skills don’t carry over to your life. For example, you might get better at Nintendo and still forget your friend’s name.”
Help from the Pharmacy
At this point no drugs have proved successful for combating the effects of brain tissue damage. A small study conducted by Sadhna Kohli, research assistant professor at University of Rochester, showed improvement in memory, concentration, and learning for people taking Provigil® (modafinil), a drug that stimulates the brain only as required and lasts about 12 hours. Unlike Ritalin® (methylphenidate), which some patients have tried, Provigil is nonaddictive.
It’s also important that doctors assess and treat possible contributing factors such as thyroid dysfunction, hormonal imbalance, or anemia. As researchers come to better understand the mechanisms of chemo brain, genetic factors may play a larger part in treatment plans.
Sharon has found help close to home. Her mother is also being treated for cancer. Staying active and having a sense of humor help, she says. “It’s really important to be around people who understand you’ve gone through treatment.”
Reference:

1 Tannock IF, Ahles TA, Ganz PA, Van Dam FS. Cognitive impairment associated with chemotherapy for cancer: Report of a workshop. Journal of Clinical Oncology. 2004;22(11):2233-39.
2 Chemo Brain. American Cancer Society Web site. Available at:http://www.cancer.org/docroot/MBC/content/MBC_2_3x_Chemobrain.asp. Accessed June 22, 2008.
3 Abraham J, Haut MW, Moran MT, Filburn S, Lemiuex S, Kuwabara H. Adjuvant chemotherapy for breast cancer: Effects on cerebral white matter seen in diffusion tensor imaging. Clinical Breast Cancer. 2008;8(1):88-91.
4 Chemobrain: When Cancer Treatment Disrupts Your Thinking and Memory. Mayo ClinicWeb site. Available at:http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/cancer-treatment/CA00044. Accessed June 22, 2008

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Dose-dense chemo aids high-risk breast cancer patients
By: MITCHEL L. ZOLER, Oncology Practice Digital Network
Oct 8, 2014
Vitals
Key clinical point: A dose-dense chemotherapy regimen surpassed conventional dosing in high-risk breast-cancer patients.
Major finding: A dose-dense regimen produced 70% 5-year event-free survival, compared with a 62% rate with standard treatment.
Data source: AGO ETC and GAIN, two multicenter, controlled phase III German trials with a total of 2,141 patients receiving the dose-dense regimen.
Disclosures: The two investigator-initiated trials received grant support from Amgen, Bristol-Myers Squibb, Janssen-Cilag, and Roche. Dr. Thomssen has received honoraria as a speaker for Amgen, Celgene, Pfizer, Roche, Sanofi-Aventis, and TEVA.
Results confirm dose-dense advantages
The results from these two German trials confirm that dose-dense chemotherapy regimens are extremely effective for adjuvant treatment of women with high-risk, node-positive early breast cancer of either the triple-negative type or with the luminal B phenotype.
U.S. researchers first reported similar findings in results published more than 10 years ago (J. Clin. Onc. 2003;21:1431-9), although concerns existed about the relevance of the treatment received by control patients in that study. Last year, Dr. Cognetti and other Italian researchers reported a significant benefit from a dose-dense regimen in a controlled study, but those results remain unpublished as of now. Further confirmation by these two German studies now clearly establishes dose-dense regimens as the standard of care for adjuvant treatment of these types of breast cancer patients. The intensified, dose-dense method is the preferred way to administer anthracyclines and taxanes for adjuvant treatment in these high-risk patients.
Dr. Antonio Llombart-Cussac
In some countries, such as in the United States and Germany, dose-dense regimens are already standard, but not in other European countries including Spain, Italy, and France. One reason is that the dose-dense method costs more, as patients more often need support by treatment with granulocyte colony stimulating factor, an agent that can increase treatment costs three-fold. Some clinicians have also had lingering concern about the potential of the dose-dense method to boost episodes of secondary leukemia, So far, follow-up has shown no indication of increased hematologic malignancies in the German or Italian patients, but follow-up in these three trials has been brief, relative to the 10-20 years it could take for this adverse effect to appear. However, the immediate efficacy benefit from dose-dense treatment is important enough to justify using this approach even if we eventually see a small increased rate of late leukemias.
Dr. Antonio Llombart-Cussac is head of medical oncology at Arnau de Vilanova Hospital in Valencia, Spain. He has received honoraria as a speaker for or adviser to Celgene, GlaxoSmithKline, Roche, AstraZeneca, Novartis, and Lilly. He made these comments as a designated discussant for the reports and in an interview.

SAN ANTONIO, Texas — After 10 years, dose-dense dose-intensified chemotherapy continues to offer significantly better disease-free and overall survival than standard chemotherapy for women with breast cancer with axillary node involvement, according to a new study.
Ten-year overall survival rates were higher in women treated with an intensive dose-dense (IDD) regimen of epirubicin, paclitaxel, and cyclophosphamide than in those treated with standard-dose epirubicin and cyclophosphamide with sequential paclitaxel (69% vs 59%; P = .0007).
Volker Moebus, MD, from the Academic Hospital of the Goethe University in Frankfurt, Germany reported the study results here at the 35th Annual San Antonio Breast Cancer Symposium.
Disease-free survival was also better with the IDD regimen (hazard ratio [HR], 0.74; 95% confidence interval [CI], 0.63 - 0.87; P = .00014). This improvement occurred regardless of nodal, HER2, or estrogen-receptor status, Dr. Moebus said.
These findings extend those of a 5-year analysis of the data (J Clin Oncol. 2010;28:2874-2880), which showed better 5-year event-free survival rates with IDD chemotherapy than with conventional chemotherapy (70% vs 62%; P < .001). Overall survival rates were also better with IDD chemotherapy (82% vs 77%; P = .0295).
IDD "is a feasible regimen with manageable toxicity. We observed no therapy-related deaths or long-term toxicity like congestive heart failure or long-lasting peripheral neuropathy," Dr. Moebus said.
High Risk for Adverse Events
The survival advantages came at a cost, however; 9 patients (1.3%) in the IDD group developed myelodysplastic syndrome or acute myeloid leukemia, compared with 2 (0.3%) in the standard-dose group. That had a couple of clinicians who were not involved in the study worried.
Steven Vogl, MD, a private practitioner in the Bronx, New York, and a perennial gadfly and audience favorite at cancer meetings, said that "in the United States...most of us think that high-dose cyclophosphamide doesn't do any good, except in generating patients for leukemia doctors."
He suggested that the benefit they saw with the IDD regimen might be attributable to more frequent dosing with paclitaxel.
Michaela Higgins, MD, an instructor in medical oncology at the Massachusetts General Hospital Cancer Center in Boston, agrees. "The improved benefit seen in this study could be due to a number of factors," she told Medscape Medical News.
The dose of cyclophosphamide used in the IDD regimen, which is much higher than that used in the doxorubicin and cyclophosphamide regimen more commonly delivered in the United States, might have been influential. "It also may be a scheduling issue with [paclitaxel]. Several studies have shown that [paclitaxel], given either weekly or 2-weekly, improves outcomes over patients who were treated every 3 weeks," Dr. Higgins said.
She noted that the study reinforces the therapeutic benefits of more frequent dosing with an anthracycline-based regimen in women at high risk (some of the women in the study had as many as 10 lymph nodes involved). However, the increased risk for myelodysplastic syndrome and leukemia and the high rate of blood transfusions required in the IDD group (28% vs 13%) mitigated the adoption of a similar regimen.
Dose-Dense Chemotherapy Benefits Persist for a Decade